Exploits of a Midwestern Girl

farewell

2010-07-26T15:14:00.001-07:00

i'm giving up on this blog. if you would like to follow any further exploits, please join me at skatingalong.blogspot.com

it might just be epic

Oops...

2009-08-19T09:17:00.000-07:00

Okay life is busy, but a month between posts?! Ladies (and gentlemen?), I am so sorry for the sabbatical! Wow...hmm, where to begin?

How about some birthday shout outs? Haps to Dad, Marri, Rusti, Jordan, Brandi, Hutch, Liane, Tracie, Will, 6Gun, and Tex! Wow, I love all the August birthdays. But I can never remember them all or even the days! So sorry! But many well wishes! Love you all!

Skating and derby is completely consuming my life. No complaints here. Its a great sport and amazing comraderie! And I am a little half way done with my 3rd month of the training program. I really didn't think I would make it this far! I am still the slowest girl on the track, but I have amazing endurance and an unstoppable spirit! Recently, my derby name was submitted to the national registry, which is pretty exciting. It usually takes around 4 months to register a name, but I will be skating under the name WamBam ShankYouMa'am with the FoCo Girls Gone Derby (hopefully!!) in just a little under 2 months! Keep me in your thoughts on the 27th of this month as I will be tested to see if I am at the skill levl to move forward with training.

Finding loads of great music lately! Very nice. For the time being I have been into some really soulful tunes. If you are interested in soulful, bluesy, gospel-y, check out some of these artists:

Marc Broussard - check out the song "Home."
James Morrison - love the song "Please Don't Stop the Rain."
Selah - Jess once said they could be singing about bird poop and you wouldn't care. So true!
Ingrid Michaelson - Maybe. Such a great tune!!

Let me know if any of you guys like that selection. I might have some more to stear your way.

Well, I better get back at it friends. I will try to post again soon. Maybe some action derby shots (yes, its all I think about...DERBY!). Love you all!!

Rain...

2009-07-21T15:56:00.000-07:00

Last night we had a spectacular rain storm. Unfortunately, it also brought a little bit of hail...my poor little car has a few freckles now. Sad!

But it was wonderful to fall asleep to falling raining. the cadence has this way of soothing me. Love it so much.

That's all...not profound, but just whats on my mind today. Hope you all are well out there.

Whip it!

2009-07-16T07:57:00.001-07:00

The trailer just came out!!

I am so excited about this!!!

Great Weekend!

2009-07-07T14:22:00.001-07:00

I'll still some pictures from Ruth and Jess later and post them, but until then...

GREAT TIMES!

Besides the six thousand pound man on my flights (same guy, both flights. no joke) and my delay, the air travel was great.
I really wish Fort Collins would get a QuikTrip...summer is defined by QT sodas and (more recently) TA-QUI-TOS!
Nothing is better than hearing that you have been missed. It warms the heart like nothing else.
I want a kitten now. Thanks to Bear, the cutest kitters in the ENTIRE world.
I am determined to know what the ingredients of the best potato salad in the world are. I think over the course of 3 days I ate like 3 pounds of it.
Nearly got over my pig phobia, until Charlie reminded me baby pigs were the perfect height for biting my ankles, making me fall over, and then ripping my throat out. Phobia retained.
Fishing is best when you don't fish...well, when I don't fish. Good pictures, many memories.
"Small children getting sucked through sunroofs."
See "The Proposal." It is a hilarious movie with good times and seriously, Ryan Reynolds is a beautiful man. Yes please.
Thanks to everyone who made this weekend absolutely wonderful. Love you all!

Oh and this song has been stuck in my head all day. Totally fun and great beat...

Closure vs. healing

2009-07-01T13:57:00.000-07:00

Here is something I have learned...closure is sort of a unicorn. You can't really grasp it. You can't really hold it. If closure is what you are seeking, I feel like it will be found at the end of a rainbow. And did i ever tell you rainbows are actually circular? Yep.

I hear the word closure and I think of ultimate end...no more hurt, no more worry. But is that even possible? No, of course not...so instead of seeking closure, I long for healing. At least that's what I call it.

Or maybe I have my definitions mixed up. I so often hear people say to me, you will heal. I process that as I will be fine again. I naively think to myself, someday I'll feel like this never happened. Maybe I will, maybe I won't.

Here's the truth I have been avoiding folks, healing doesn't mean that you won't have scars or stories to tell. Healing isn't erasing. Healing means that you have experienced something...and you have changed because of it.

Healing is good, because its growth.

1 Test Down, 3 To Go

2009-06-26T16:00:00.000-07:00

I am 25% of the way done with derby training! Last night was our first test up, and we all passed. I know a few of us (mainly myself) were pretty freaked about the test. In fact I was sure I wouldn't pass. But guess what? We are all rockstars and passed! This is super exciting for everyone! Proud of you, grrls!

Little More Like Nathanael

2009-06-21T14:18:00.000-07:00

We are currently in a 9 week series, based on John's interpretation of Christ. Its really great! If you have a chance to check it out, you can access Timberline's website here, and listen to the sermons by clicking the Listen & Watch link.

Here's a piece of scripture that we looked at today...and some thoughts surrounding it.

John 1:47-49 (New International Version)
When Jesus saw Nathanael approaching, he said of him, "Here is a true Israelite, in whom there is nothing false."
"How do you know me?" Nathanael asked. Jesus
answered, "I saw you while you were still under the fig tree before Philip
called you."
Then Nathanael declared, "Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you
are the King of Israel."

Recently I have been finding out incredibly how well God knows me. I realize that might be a "duh" statement, but stick with me on this. How often do we pray and God answers in the truest way that we would be able to understand it? For instance, God chooses to speak to me through song and media, in very precise ways. I love it when a couple of weeks ago, He paired a beautiful song about Hosea's wife with a startling image of sacrifice in a TV show. And I am sure that God could tell each and every one of us (in precious and unique ways) that He desires us to be his wholly and completely, but that He would think to speak to me in a way that I could and would hear it...pretty fabulous.

This verse, Jesus says "I saw you while you were still under the fig tree before Philip called you." He chooses to see us, and speak to us still! Wow! Can't say I make that same choice. I saw you, I knew you before you knew I was around. He knows my family, my love of the number 28, my reverance for mountains, my hate of mustard getting on my fingers, and my dreams before they come to me in my sleep. And still he approaches me.

And Nathanael? He has the best response: you are my King. I am like, wow you know me well God, thats nice...thanks. Hardly do give the glory that is due. God you know me, and you want me to be yours? In His fullness, God wants to know everything that fills me. Hate, bitterness, desire, expectations...why would we want to let anything rule our hearts, other than a God who will take our failures and love us, work within us, transform us? Wow, I can't think of a more complete person I want in my life. Jesus, you are my King.

Fresh Meat

2009-06-17T08:40:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday night was my first derby bout as a league member. Pretty awesome, if you ask me. You might also be asking "what the heck is derby?"

Derby is a beautiful picture of third wave feminism...and I love it. Its a contact sport, on roller skates, with costumes and fun names, like Iona Switchblade, Winnie Chester, and Sequin Destroy. Lila and I are still working on our names, but I am leaning towards Fubarbarella. Hello? Can you get much better?

Lila and I are now official league members, which means we got to help with the bout on Saturday, including set up and tear down of the track, taking tickets, checking id's, and cheering on the two teams of wonderful ladies! Here are a few pictures from the night...

Lily (Lila's 5 year old) said this regarding our garb "Mommy looks like a robber, and Kate looks like the person she would rob!" Honestly, none of us really knew what that meant or why she thought that, but it made us laugh pretty hard!

If you knew me in high school, no worries people: I did NOT dye my hair red again! Its just hairspray. I love dressing up and being a goof! This is just me dancing...because that's just what I do.

Finally, the Grrls! Myself, Lila, and Lily..derby girls through and through. This is our "tough" face look. Lily is so fun at the bouts. During halftime, a local band plays and all the kids run around the track...I think this was before the track run, becuase afterward she sustain a brutal derby injury: blister from her new Jellies.

And an update on my training: I am not a great skater...but I am making vast improvements! the first practice on skates I fell 3 times, couldn't stop, and mostly coasted at a snails pace with my legs locked and arms out. three weeks later and...I CAN SKATE! I can do t-stops, straightaway strokes/corner holds, straightaway holds/corner crosses, and skate in a scissor pattern. This is really exciting. My own personal skates come in tomorrow, which is SUPER exciting! Hopefully I'll get a picture of my "fresh meat" team practicing soon and post it for you!

T Shirt Frenzy...

2009-06-08T13:58:00.000-07:00

I love tshirts. Love funny ones, cute ones, unique ones, ones that i should have thrown out years ago. All of them close to my heart.

And if you have ever meet me...or my father...you'll know that the pack rat in me fails to know the art of letting go.

So, I am going to try my hand at altering some of my t's into some funky tops, skirts, bags, and whatever else I can think of. I was inspired by this book, which I gave Kerri a few years back, but nearly kept for myself!
Above are some sketches I am working on. Maybe I should stay away from drawing and stick to crafting...ha! I keep you updated on this craft as I pursue it!

Chachachachanges!

2009-06-05T09:32:00.001-07:00

Ahh, such is the time for change! Hope you guys like the new layout!

Just had to share

2009-06-04T10:10:00.001-07:00

I know most of the people who read my blog, also read my friend Tara's blog. But I was laughing out loud at this one! Check it out! One More Time

Rando Time...

My mug collection keeps growing. I thank my mother, Jess, and Marri for my obsession with coffee mugs.
I don't really drink coffee. Except in social situations. You could say I'm a social drinker. HA!
First roller derby practice was Tuesday. Next one is tonight. I could be more excited. If you are confused, here is some info about derby. And here is the league I am a part of.
It's been gloomy and rainy here in fine ol' NoCo for the past 2 weeks. And I couldn't be happier.
I'm already planning my trivia post for tomorrow.

Love you all! Have a great Thursday!

a ______ kind of day

2009-05-27T12:37:00.000-07:00

So, I often think to myself, man I haven't blogged in a while. And I generally think that...because I really just don't blog enough! Well, I am decided to give myself some categories that I can blog into. Based on the day of the week, I could potentially blog something any given day! Here are my categories:

Crafty Monday - these posts will be about a project I am working on, something I want to start or cool craft news (that is NOT a oxymoron, so don't even try).

Pop Culture Tuesday - new movies, new music, new cool websites. Find it here!

Whats Up World Wednesday - news regarding whats going on in the world and my spin on it.

Rando Thursday - Pretty much the wild card of the week! Similar to Tara's Randomness posts! I Believe she is on number 52 now...

Factoid Friday - I love trivia and random facts! Fridays could have trivia about me or factoids about tree frogs. Small factoid is in danger of getting posted... Ha!

Songs for Saturday - music speaks to me in a HUGE way! Honestly, I am sure God loves to see it when a song clicks in my brain and then I am better able to understand his awesomeness!

Scripture Sunday - Pretty self explanatory... a verse or story that is giving me hope or making me think.

Now this isn't a requirement, just a little guideline to help me on those days where I want to share but need a springboard. I know, crazy to think I need help with talking! Ha! But we'll see how this goes...

Have a fabulous day!

It all takes work...

2009-05-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

I have come to find that everything takes work. There is no such thing as a free...anything. And if you think its free, well you just haven't seen the work behind it. I don't mean to sound cynical, but I am trying to find some truth.

Without hearing a chorus of "duh"s, work takes work. It requires discipline, humility and at times, determination to get through work. Even people who truly love what they do must make a commitment to showing up and doing their best. It's not always pretty, but it you are lucky sometimes its fun.

Even gifts take work. It requires sacrifice on at least one person's part. I believe that sacrifice should be considered "work." Its not easy. Hello, even Jesus, the perfect man...God...saw sacrifice as difficult. And sure, giving a Starbucks gift card, is not exactly equivalent to the gift of salvation, it requires a giving of yourself, your resources, your time even. Something my roomie Lisa taguht me is that by saying yes, you are also saying no to something else. By saying yes to a night out with friends, you are saying no to a night that could be used doing something, anything else. In the same vein, saying yes to a gift means saying no to pride. And that, my friends, is work for some of us.

Relationships take work. Family, friends, spouses...it takes time, intention, and care. Like a plant, it must have established roots to know how to weather dry seasons or storms. Sometimes, I wish that it weren't the case...then I look at some of my friendships and I realize that with conversations, events and time not only the relationship was stronger. I was stronger. It's clear that God didn't design us to be solitary creatures. And if you disagree, try spending a day completely removed from interaction. Its really difficult.

I think often I wake up dreading another day of working at something. But honestly, what is a better way of being refined into a better person, a stronger chatracter, a Christian then being asked to practice discipline, humility, determination, sacrifice, patience (time), intention and care?

Just a thought.

True Love, by Phil Wickham

2009-05-12T13:36:00.000-07:00

The following lyrics are so powerful...I love the way Phil Wickham winds story and words into his songs. As my world feels so impactful, I have to remember the beauty of these words. The day Christ chose to die for us, we were made alive. The reality of the cross and the strength of the sadness all creation felt as Jesus, God's son, hung there. Just powerful.

Come close listen to the story
About a love more faithful than the morning
The Father gave his only son just to save us
The earth was shaking in the dark
All creation felt the Father's broken heart
Tears were filling heaven's eyes
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
Search your heart, you know you can't deny it
Come on, lose your life just so you can find it
The Father gave his only son just to save us
The earth was shaking in the dark
All creation felt the father's broken heart
Tears were filling heaven's eyes
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
Now Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
Jesus is alive
oh He is alive
He rose again
When blood and water hit the ground
Walls we couldn't move came crashing down
We were free and made alive
The day that true love died, the day that true love died
Come close listen to the story

Just take a deep breath...

2009-04-28T15:02:00.000-07:00

Big stinking thank you to everyone who is supporting me during a hard time. So many are praying for me, crying with me, laughing with me and listening intently to hear God's voice with me. Big thanks folks!

A few good friends told me that talking and digesting problems is a good thing. However finding a healthy balance, and trying to not let things turn into perseverating and anxiousness is turning out to be a trickier thing than I imagined. So, this blog post is simply light. I wanted to some some randomness with you all...plus, who doesn't like these kind of useless factoids?!

I hate hate hate odd numbers. Example: if I am listening to the radio, the volume absolutely HAS to be on an even number.
I love rainy days more than any weather option in the world.
I get sucked into comics really easily. Comic strips, comic books, web-comics...all fun things!
I can scarcely can type my last name correctly the first time I try...ever. Seriously, it always comes out like this: Aposlte
I think that tendencies that the above mentioned make God smile at me.
I sniff everything before I eat or drink it. And I know I am not the only one. Jess does it too! Ha!
My skin crawls when people pronounce my last name "Apos-TUL."
I can relate any song to some situation or person I know.
There is something about the purity of laughter and tears that brings me to my knees often. But not often enough.
I already started planning my birthday party for this year. Its in 4 months.. Until this last year, I have hated my birthday. I like this change.
I have three tattoos. I plan on getting more. I used to think that it was taboo, but now I truly view it as art and expression. Which I guess are sometimes taboo too.

Love you all!

running the race

2009-04-23T13:04:00.001-07:00

I finished my first half-marathon this past Sunday. It was phenomenal. 13.1 miles of hard work. 2 hours 42 minutes and 36 seconds of the most physically challenging experience I have yet to survive. The best part of the race was the fact that my brother ran step for step next to me. I totally didn't expect that! In fact, I had joked for the last several months that once he was done with the race, he could go grab me breakfast and meet back up at the finish line with plenty of time to spare. But up the first part of Monster Hill, Mike caught up to me and didn't leave my side the entire time. Honestly, it was the only way I was able to finish the race. When I was saying that I thought my leg might fall off, he assured me it wouldn't (he knows these things because he is a doctor, right? Haha!). Mike pulled my attention away from losing the "mental war" of the race with chatter of the refinishing of the basement. And during my final sprint through the finish chute, he hollered and cheered loud for me along with my friends and fellow runners who were waiting for me with wild support. Thanks Jess for the picture!!Upon completion, I nearly threw up. My body was numb and so was my brain. After feeling feeling feeling during the entire race, a sort of shock set in...I realize how dramatic that sounds, but believe me: its entirely true. And even after I took a three hour long nap and my body started to realize the pain, a numbness lingered. It was like a sedation and a natural protection my body used for me. Thank you, body. :)

My roomie (who trained so hard and was unable to run because of the cold from hell) told me that once I ran this, I could do anything. And she was right. I am still going through a really hard time. Life doesn't always go the route you want it to. In fact, I would challenge the world to find me a single person who has it all figured out. But in the midst of this crazy road that I am moving forward on (not stalling and waiting, but moving forward and making choices), I can only see that I can finish it. I can't see the path ahead and I don't understand the course, but I know that I can reach the finish line. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

This morning on my way to work, my iPod was blaring and my eyes were stinging. And Selah's "Be Still My Soul" came through my speakers. Balm to my parched heart, salve to my raw soul.

be still, my soul
the Lord is on thy side
bear patiently
the cross of grief or pain
leave to thy God
to order and provide
in every change
He faithful will remain
be still, my soul
thy best, thy heavenly Friend
through thorny ways
leads to a joyful end

being a grown-up

2009-04-06T08:07:00.000-07:00

I've had a hard couple of weeks. Life is difficult when you are a grownup and even more difficult when you choose to actually live like a grown up. Sometimes we have to make choices that really suck, like choosing the growth of our faith over something we really desire. Sometimes we have to journey in some loneliness, knowing that God's promises are bigger than any emotion we have. But lets be honest, it is often easier to say those things after the fact that they have happened. That why its critical to have people around to encourage and pray for us.

I just want to share with you some of the things I have learned, heard or remembered in the last week or so.

Your story isn't done yet.
For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. (Jeremiah 29:11)
Pray with strength and hope.
Your decisions are ultimately YOUR DECISIONS.
The only way to work through hurt is to work through it, not avoid it.
Las montanas se moveda
Being licked in the face by a dog is great medicine.
Our God is the God of great change: Paul, Zacchaeus, the disciples, me
Journal, journal, journal. Write down these moments so they are not wasted.

Price-full

2009-02-13T08:10:00.000-08:00

Roundtrip tickets to KCI - $119
Travelocity finders fee - $32
Travel food - $20
Magazine for in flight reading - $3.99
Terminal parking for 1 day and 14hours - $18
Movie candy - $4.95
Tickets to see He's Just Not That Into You with my sisterettes - $18
Being (in Josh's words) a rock star for the weekend - Priceless

This past weekend, I visited the Price family in CoMo! Let me tell you, it was fantastic.

I landed in KCI and had enough to to visit with Marri, Murphy and my neph-pup Cash! Having never met Cash, I was instantly in love. His little batman ears and his tail wagging so hard I thought he was going to lift off made my heart melt! Love that pooch!

Then, the faithful Mo-X took my down to Columbia where Ruth and Liz picked me up and we went straight to the theater! Um, apparently everyone was at the movie, as Ruth had to park "in the back 40" (this city girl LOVES the country-speak). Anyway, it was a great movie. Enough reality and enough hollywood to make me want to see it again in theaters!

We also celebrated Carol and Sam's birthdays! Absolutely yummy food, great conversation and lots of laughter. My favorite thing was how Laney would follow Bob (the farm-protecting Rat Terrier) and say "Hi Bob." Precious.

Sunday was great too. I sat in on Josh's Sunday school class and then service with the whole church. I love church there. Real hymns, real people, real good. I grew up in a Baptist church so going to Midway is like getting a taste of what I remember from back when.

Lunch at the Great Wall,. which the Price's call the Great Cat, and I thought they were saying Grey Cat. so when we pulled into the parking lot, I was like "OH! Chinese food!" Ha! Good times.

A few too many wontons later, we went and chilled at the Looten home and then I was all too quickly whisked off to Mo-X for the return.

It was a weekend that was too fast and too short, but plenty full of the people I care about so much. I love you guys, and thanks for letting me crash at your place! I am so glad to be adopted into such a great family.

Long Time Coming...

2009-02-06T07:40:00.000-08:00

So, I am so sorry for not posting in forever. If I said my life was busy, would you believe me? It's been a little crazy and while I had fallen off the blogging radar, my life was pulling full steam ahead!! I am very excited to blog about all of it (and read all your lovely comments, hint hint). I am working on uploading my pictures and figuring out the external hard drive given to me (thank you Jess!) and then you will see millions of pictures and read the tales of my life! Until then hold tight!!

Montecito Fire

2008-11-14T07:30:00.000-08:00

Please pray for Montecito and Westmont. A fire burned up the hills last night, destroying Bouder Hall (the psych building) and the Prayer Chapel. I don't know if any students were hurt or the state of the rest of campus, but its a scary event to go through regardless. Many of my friend are still at school, so please keep them in your prayers.

Stay strong, Warriors.

October Awards!

2008-11-08T09:47:00.000-08:00

Welcome to the October Awards! I just wanted to post about some of the best things that happened last month...both because I haven't blogged in a while (I know, you can feel free to shake your fists!) and because some really fun stuff went on! Some have pictures, some don't...enjoy them all just same!!

Best first snow (well, for me anyway): On J-High Fall Retreat!! It snowed while we were surrounded by 70 students and the mountains up in Estes Park. I nearly froze to death...hey, this Cali girl isn't quite acclimated to the cold yet...but had a great time with both the kids and the leaders!This is Me, Jered, Kevin, and Lisa in the morning, after breakfast. There was a snowball fight soon after!

Craziest Work Place Award: Pier 1 Imports, during the holiday blitz. Holiday blitz is when we get a truck shipment (like 17 feet of truck) and then have to get it all set on the floor in less than 24 hours. Yikes! It's fun, but let me tell you, many a time I wanted to break a poisetta martini glass and slit my wrists with it or hang myself with twinkly garland! The best part of the whole thing was setting the ornaments! I love Christmas ornaments, and haven't gotten to decorate a tree in a long while! Fun times!

Best Host of Random Dinners: Rob Doyle!! Rob loves a party, and let me tell you, he throws a good one! I don't think I have ever walked away without a full and happy stomach! Its a great time for all of us to hang out and talk. And eat, of course. These happen on a pretty regular basis!

Best Purchase: A Singer Sewing Machine. Yes, I finally broke down and bought one! Listen, I forgot how much I love to sew! I've already made two Halloween costumes and have a ton of projects in queue...Let the crafting begin!!

Most Highly Anticipated Newcomer: Baby Huntington! Now, we are still waiting on the little guy to show up, but believe me, his is quite the conversation piece already! Just wait until we can talk about him and take pictures! This was the gift table from the shower...which was a really fun. Probably the most warm and comfy baby shower I've ever been to!

Best Conversationalist: Arielle Pittluck! Listen, this girl is absolutely dedicated to having weekly (okay generally its twice a week) conversations with me where we laugh the entire time! She has not only kept me updated me on the happenings in her life, but also grown with me in this time of change we are both going through. I am so lucky to have a friend like you, Ari, and I am really glad we talk so much!!

Best Halloween Party Ever: Koepps!! First of all they had a haunted house in their basement, a million appetizers, great costumes and my favorite people! What more could you ask for? You can't really see, but Rob is wearing the Scotsman costume I made him and I am a wood sprite (forest fairy?) that I also made! Fun! Morales was a boxer, Jess was a angel, Shellie was a AustinPowers girl, Brandi was Princess Leia, and Clay is back there as Doctor Evil. AMAZING NIGHT!!

Most Entertaining Duo: Sarge and Maggie. Its one of Jess and my favorite things...just sitting and watching them go crazy playing! Most of the time they decide they need to wrestle like maniacs as close as possible to my lap. Thanks guys! You couldn't find two closer mutts!

Please note in this picture Maggie's entire face was in Sarge's mouth.

Well, hope you enjoyed some of my highlights! Hope you all have a great day...and don;t forget to comment! Its like crack to us bloggers!

The Final Countdown

2008-10-17T07:31:00.000-07:00

So, most of you all know I am a junkie for little surveys (Marri, myself and the rest of the blogging world have this in common! Ha!). Read on for some facts about your favorite Kate.

5 Things That Make Me Feel Like an Adult

My new purfume
Taking morning walks with Sargie
My car payment
Bringing a thermos of coffee into work with me
Drinking a glass of wine

4 Things That Make Me Feel Like a Kid

My love for puppets
I still laugh at poop jokes
My current nail polish (oh, its Barbie pink)
Laughing until I cry at Sargie

3 Reasons I am Happy with Life

Its Fall
Friends
I'm finally coming into my own

2 Clothing Items I wish I wear Wearing Right Now

My Camp Hammer sweats (which would indicate I was not at work)
My blue green knitted hat (which would indicate it was a little colder outside)

1 Song You Would Rock in a Karaoke Bar

Since You Been Gone, Kelly Clarkson

And for all you out there who are wondering about the title of this post, don't worry I am not ending my blog...nothing final! Thats simply the name of a song that is wonderful.

I shake my fist!

2008-09-22T12:15:00.000-07:00

I'm a knitter.

If you don't know that by now, you are just not paying attention. And those who are trying to ignore the fact that I am a bit "old lady-ish" ought to just avoid this post entirely.

As a knitter I enjoy pouring over new patterns, drooling in yarn stores, and reading knitting humor. In fact, I'll admit that I check Stephanie Pearl-McPhee's blog daily. She is an excellent writer and knitter...and she has just come out with a new collection of essays. Her new book is entitled "Free Range Knitter." I am so excited to read it.

Here is where the fist shaking comes into play.

Stephanie is doing a small book tour, hitting only 6 cities. I have never really ever thought about going to one...but get this: she is visiting Rainy Day Books in Kansas City and a conference center in Jacksonville, Florida. Now, she has NEVER been in a city I have lived in, but on this tour, she is hitting TWO!?!?!? Oh, the frustration!

Maybe this doesn't strike anyone very hard, but to me its quite the disappointment.

Hmm...I want to end this blog on a happier note, so I will tell you all that fall has begun and the changing leaves are really making my week soar! Love you all!

Meet Brewster!

2008-09-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

To avoid anymore death threats and abuse warnings, I am posting this blog finally! Sorry for all of you who had to wait so long!

So I bought a car! Meet Brewster, a 2008 Hyundai Accent. He is a dream come true. Mike helped me research and talk down prices and really my one job was to keep a poker face...harder than it sounds for a smiley girl who was making the first huge purchase of her life! The inside of my cheek was nearly gnawed off from nerves and excitement!

Here is my first picture with Brewster. It was at the dealership and the papers had all been signed and the keys were in my hands...it was time to be more excited than life could handle! Hence the giant grin and Apostle thumbs up!

He really has everything I want in a car...CD player, AM/FM/XM, four doors, big trunk, great mileage, more cup holders than seats. Plus he is my fav color of car: charcoal! Here is a picture of my first day driving to work! I was so excited, as was Jess...so naturally we had to take pictures!

This is me trying to be as cool as my car...or like Mike on the Autobahn! HAHAHA!!!!

Anyway, we have had a blast together, and Sarge likes him too. Well Sarge likes anything that gets him to a hike! Even Mike said he wouldn't be embarassed to be seen in my car (which probably wouldn't have been the case if I got a beater or an asspire!). Can't wait to have many adventures with Brewster and you all about it!

Friday Felicities

2008-09-05T08:29:00.000-07:00

I read this on my friend Tara's blog, and wanted to partake! Life has been really great and so I thought I would share why it is great today...

The sky is overcast and its chilly outside...the promise of fall (my absolute favorite season) is in the air.
No construction on the way to work...
...which allowed me to get to Greeley early enough to get a latte!
And it was a pumpkin spice latte! Yum!
The caffeine high from said latte is really entertaining to myself and the rest of the office.
I am wearing my new glasses, which are funky and cute!
I get to hang out with some of my favorite girls tonight in Downtown Fort Collins.

Hope everybody has a stunning Friday and a lovely weekend!

Just Call Me 293

2008-09-02T07:02:00.000-07:00

I did it! I completed my first race! Now there is a long story to this, but basically I couldn't run the Human race, because it was a virtual race! What the heck?! Oh well.

So, I found out the Colorado Run was on Labor day, only a day after I planned to run the Human Race, so I was super pumped! I continued training, working hard and pushing myself.

Well, Monday morning I headed out to CSU to run a 3-loop course totaling in 10 kilometers (a little over 6 miles). I finished in just under an hour and ten minutes. Yes, I was dead last and yes they had already started the awards ceremony by the time I trotted through the finish line, but I did it!

Running 6 miles from not running at all about a month ago is a huge accomplishment for me! Thanks you for cheering me on and encouraging me! Can't wait to tell you about my next race...

I'm 23!!!

2008-08-28T09:27:00.001-07:00

More details to follow...

Interesting...

2008-08-25T07:37:00.000-07:00

This is what I found in the cupboard as I reached in for a glass to get some water. My exact words were "UMMM!!!!"

After much laughter and deliberation, I realized I must have accidentily put the milk in there by mistake. Oops.

In other news...Sarge has two new favorite treats: green beans and pistachios. Keep in mind this is the dog who won't eat delicious peanut butter flavored morsels of goodness. What a freak.

She's going for distance...she's going for speed...

2008-08-11T09:00:00.000-07:00

Hello friends! You might be thinking to yourself "why would Kate have references to running in her blog post title?" or perhaps "what does Kate think she is doing, with photos of runners atop her post?" Well folks, its time I came clean...I am training for a 10k at the end of this month. I finally registered for the race this morning, so I figured I had committed myself. Guess the only step left was to commit it to the blog!

I was curious about The Human Race a while ago, so I looked into it. Turns out, Nike+ is hosting this race and proceeds go to three charities (Livestrong, WWF (World Wildlife Foundation, not wrestling! HA!) and the ninimillion.org campaign). It's also aiming to be the largest running event ever, taking place all over the world, with special host cities. If you aren't living in one of the host cities, you can check out and see if your city is participating or run it alone! Pretty amazing huh? Even finding out all these fun details didn't get my butt in gear though. It took a little extra encouragement...

I was sitting in church, listening to the pastor talk about taking a hike. His sermon centered around the idea of stretching yourself and committing to that stretch. Now, I definitely feel stretched of late: moving to Colorado, learning about life after graduation, working my tail off...but what if I stretched myself (voluntarily) in a new physical way?

So, I began training. Using the treadmill for a while, I got a grasp on where I was physically. The treadmill was better than I thought...figured I would rather hang myself instead of running. But it wasn't the case. I liked pushing myself and seeing what I could do. Hmm...maybe I should try running outside. I was told running outside is a lot harder. The treadmill gives less shock than the ground does. Yikes! But hey, I'm not running the Human Race indoors, so I better work on it...

Last night was my first time running on the track. I ran three miles in about 40 minutes. During my cool down lap, I was grinning ear to ear. I couldn't believe I had done it! It was hard, and I definitely took a several breaks, but I set out with a goal and I completed it!

I post this info with this intention: that I am accountable to continue training and that you all might pray for me and encourage me and the thousands of others running this upcoming race. I will try to keep you updated on my training and progress. Thanks for being dedicated and reading this far! Love you all!!

Coming up for Air

2008-08-04T15:35:00.000-07:00

I regretfully inform you that while I hold a degree, I still am a huge slacker. Sorry for the lack of posts! I hate posting all this blogs without pictures, but I guess bland news is better than no news, right?! Work is sort of consuming my time right now, so I am having issues finding things to blog about and time to blog! But here are some things you might be interested to know!

I love both places that I work! Working at the law firm is great experience at a professional level, and Pier 1 has wonderful co-workers and discounts!

Still working on finishing Breaking Dawn...Can't wait to find out what happens in the end of the series!!

I am learning to be loved in subtle ways. Like understanding God's jokes. Like when I walked out of the gym and begged for it to rain, held out my hands and felt a single drop in my palm. Cute.

Being a 9 to 5--er requires a lot of clothes. I am not complaining though.

I have not taken enough hikes this summer! I love hiking, but hiking alone is barely worth it...luckily Sarge has enjoyed some hikes with me, but not nearly enough!

Julie THE Hammer is an excellent couch destroyer! We decimated one together, after pulling all the usable fabric from it. Aside from nearly meat-cleaving my head, it was a relatively safe (and exciting) procedure.
Colorado is growing on me. Sure, I could do without the sweatering heat while I run errands and the contacts drying out all the time, but overall, I think this is a great place for me to be for now.

Since I posted, that means its time for Arielle to comment. Yes, I am calling you out on blogger. HA! Love you all!

Conversations between City Slickers and Country Girls

2008-07-11T07:53:00.000-07:00

I haven't had a spare moment to even upload my photos onto my computer of the trip to Columbia, Missouri, let alone blog about those pictures! Sorry! To tide you over, here some vlassic quotes from the time spent with the Price family!

Feel it...feel the blanket...

Uh-uh-oh!

Where did the bulls go?
They were dinner.
Ah!

BROWNCHICKENBROWNCOW!

Hey sheepies!

BAAAAHH!!

I'll tell you what!

BMBO

So, are you going to keep your sheep as a pet?
No, it'll be sold.
Someone else will keep her as a pet?
No, they'll eat her.

Souuulmaaate

Wait for it...

Get 'em Bob!

Happy nappy!

Those were some of my favorites!! Hope you enjoyed making those memories as much as I did, Prices! Love you so much!!

CoMo!!

2008-07-05T15:20:00.000-07:00

I am still chilling with the Price family down in Columbia, Missouri! Can I just tell you how much I love it here? SO MUCH! We (Jess and my self) drove down all day Wednesday, and Each day has been a new adventure! Its very exciting. Once I get home I will post some pictures of the trip, but for now I am going to go back to enjoy the wonderful time with family! Love you all!

YES!

2008-06-28T16:41:00.000-07:00

Just in case you haven't heard...I finally got a full time job! WOOO HOOO!!!! I am super stoked about it! I am the new receptionist at a law office. Its a law firm that deals in real estate law and property law. My first day was yesterday and it was great! The people are really nice, and its a nice office. Very cool.

As for being a spy...well, turns out you have to have skills and be able to keep secrets. As pointed out by my lovely readers, I am not so good at keeping my own secrets, let alone the secrets of the nation (cue the dramatic music). Alas.

Anyway, I'll keep you informed of interesting things that happen in the office! Yay!

Happy?

2008-06-21T11:14:00.001-07:00

Okay, I am WAY late on this, but I figure Marri will be just as happy . You love me, right sis? Here are my 5 5's

5 favorite TV shows:
1. LOST
2. Anything by Joss Whedon
3. The Office
4. House
5. Ugly Betty

5 favorite "Reality" TV shows
1. ANTM!!!
2. Project Runway
3. America's Best Dance Crew
4. The Bachlorette
5. What Not to Wear

5 favorite movies (Totally not fair! Lets say including, but not limited to:)
1. Dogma
2. The Blues Brothers
3. Clue
4. 300
5. P.S., I Love You

5 favorite actors
1. Dennis Hoffman
2. Steve Carrell
3. Steve Martin
4. Christian Bale
5. Gerard Butler

5 favorite actresses
1. Jennifer Garner
2. Madeline Kahn
3. Diane Keaton
4. Charlize Theron
5. Uma Thurman

And I tag everyone that reads this blog!! (That means YOU! April, Tara, Jess, Julie, Lindsay H.)

Well, since you are all going to be good sports about it, I will let you in on sone little embarrassing secrets, is that fair? Here are five of my shameful truths:

I love puppets. Fraggles, Muppets, Seasame Street, Labyrinth. Most things by Jim Henson
I still watch kids shows sometimes. Yes, Backyardigans included.
If it were socially acceptable, I would still eat peanut butter and pickles on saltines.
Sometimes I practice my Oscar speech in front of Sarge.
I check the CIA website regularly for job listings. I want to be a spy.

My Neph-Pooch

2008-06-14T10:24:00.000-07:00

Don't you just love this little rat?? I know I do! I took this picture a week or two ago and then never posted about it. Well, I decided I would now. I just got done "fermenating" Sarge, so it looks like there was a masacred animal in the back. And for those who don't know the joys of fermenating, it is a tool that removes the undercoat of hair (I think). Since I get to vacuum, this handy dandy little tool helps me save time and furballs. Well, that was really boring, so let me tell you some funny things about Sarge:

He thinks he is the king. And most of the time, he is.

He likes to decide to play with the sqeaker fish 5 minutes before I want to go to bed or watch a movie.

It take 4 laps around the yard, running like a maniac, to tucker him out for 2 hours.

The vacuum is the enemy, in his eyes.

While he can't smell the treat I dropped right in front of his face, he can be woken up by the smell of tuna in a 5 mile radius.

Chihuahuas (tiny dogs) and Huskies (fluffy dogs) are quite the threat! I would hate to see him around a Pomeranian (a tiny fluffy dog)!!

Though we are sometimes Nazi's, he is lucky to have a mom like Jess and an aunt like me!

Updating You

2008-06-12T18:58:00.000-07:00

So here are some things that are happening in my life!

Cheers to me finding a part time gig! I am now a sales associate for Pier 1 Imports. Can't complain with the discount!
Working on a knitting project! I am making a blanket for Chicago! I decided I needed some motivation, and something for my future home seemed perfect.
Pooper scooping! I am a pro. Enough said.
Making new friends! I am really blessed to live in such a cool community, where cookouts, late night Bachelorette sessions, and hikes are just a few of the perks!
Learning new things about my favorite pooch. Let me enlighten you: he farts. A LOT.

There are a lot of things that are going on in my life. Thanks for being patient with my lack of blog posts. I love you all and can't wait to give you more news!

More Graduation Weekend

2008-05-28T10:45:00.000-07:00

I was so extremely blessed to have a bunch of people come out for my graduation! My mom, dad, unk Mike, Tara, Chris, Jess, Mike, and Marri all cheered loudly as I walked across the stage and finished a long and awesome journey! Here are some pictures of our activities outside of the formal ceremonies...

Here is Tara, taking a gander through the 'scope at Shoreline Park. Mike, Jess, Chris, Tara and I had lunch there and walked around the park before the rest of the family showed up!
My sister and I sharing a quick picture during Cory, Dylan and Justin's grad party. One of the best parts of having all my important people out was being able to share them with my close college friends!

Of course we had to have a paparazzi party on the beach!! There were five of us on the beach that day, and each of us had a camera! Unk Mike even had two. The combo of creative minds and bloggers is dangerous!! Thank goodness for digital!

As the last hurrah, we headed out to my favorite pub: Dargan's. It was great. Sharing my fav drinks with my fav people! Picture here: Unk Mike, me, and Marri.

The Apostles...long live awesomeness!

Thank you guys for coming out and supporting me through the biggest part of my life!!

Graduation

2008-05-27T11:59:00.000-07:00

Well, these posts are LONG over due, but it's better late than never right?

Here I am with my office ladies! They kept me laughing and smiling this year. It was VERY difficult to say good bye...I love you ladies!

This is Dawn, my supervisor for the past 4 years. She really acted as a mom to me so often and cared for me in a very special way. She rocks my socks off!
Tito, myself and Xuefeng. these men taught a couple of my classes this semester. they are awesome!! This picture was taken at our Sociology Department Senior Breakfast. It was great to hang out with the whole department and hear about everyone's future plans!!
Ari, Lindsey, Judy, and myself. Judy was our advisor. She knows everything there is to know about human services and social work. We love her. I miss you JUDES!!!
I took two classes with Cheri during my time at Westmont, and they both taught me how to read. Cheri taught me so much about the world through literature and I am blessed to know her.
Next installment, coming at you!

Shunned

2008-05-23T15:04:00.000-07:00

I know that by now I have been shunned into exile from the blogging world. But now that I am ready to blog and post pictures, a tornado decided to blow through town and knock out the cable line that supports our phone, cable, and internet. Drat! (Who says drat??) I am currently at a Panera, posting a blog to let you all know that we are fine. The tornado used its better judgment and avoided us yesterday. Gale force winds aside, we suffered no storm. Yay! You'd think I was in Kansas with this kind of weather!!

PS...Check my photos I posted on Facebook of graduation week. Don't worry, I PROMISE a post with pictures soon...as soon as I have internet at home back.

Love you all!!

Oops?

2008-05-01T16:58:00.000-07:00

I know I promised pictures, but just because I am done with the schooling part of school doesn't mean I was done with the rest of it.

Wow...its difficult to say goodbye! My exit strategy has taken longer than expected and its been really hard. Sad face.

However, I am all packed up. Yikes! Four years of stuff I have accumulated all in boxes and ready to be shipped home. Talk about sensory overload!

Well, I am just waiting for the first installment of people to show up for graduation weekend. WOOT WOOT!

Finished

2008-04-28T15:16:00.000-07:00

I am done. I had one final this week. I took it and now I am done. This is so crazy. Like seriously, are you kidding?? Are you sure you don't have a twenty page page you forgot to assign to me and now I need to turn it in at 5 today? It just seems crazy to me. I do have to present a paper, but its a bit of a joke...nothing too serious...I plan on teaching a little traditional Okinawan dance. Good times.

Now I am uploading pictures to Facebook that I should have added a long time ago and then giving you guys some blogs with pictures! Fun right? Its time to relax a little.

Thanks for all the comments and encouragement. Seriously, I couldn't have pushed through these last couple weeks if I didn't have people rooting for me.

Psych Experiment?

2008-04-25T16:11:00.000-07:00

So you all fell for my psych experiment. Posting comments to an empty entry. Nice.

Just kidding. I was trying to figured out that Google Analytics thing Jess had figured out. Um, my techie suaveness failed me. I know, big shock, right? Ha ha! Anyway, I forgot to delete the post. I am really happy you all posted comments to it.

Okay folks, I turned in my senior project about 45 minutes ago. Yikes! I am really excited about it. I wrote an education program for my internship. And on Tuesday, I get to present the curriculum to my supervisor to see if they will adapt the program. Pretty awesome.

2008-04-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

Kid at Heart

2008-04-20T15:24:00.001-07:00

I love kids. I love childhood. I love relating to that young part of myself.

Tara can tell you, that while I would watch her son, I would also get very invested in shows like Backyardigans and Blue's Clues. And when Sesame Street would come on, oh my! I would get very excited! Muppets are my favorite...

Well, this weekend, I have been taking care of a bunch of projects. And thought provoking movies do nothing but distract me, so what is a girl to do? Sure, the smart thing to do is just turn on my iTunes and block everything out...which is fine for a while, but I get bored with that. Helen's mom brought up like 10 Veggie Tales dvds...YES PLEASE!!! I have watched a bunch of them already and they are PERFECT for background noise while writing papers.

I just finished watching A Snoodle's Tale, which reminded me greatly of Max Lucado's children's book, You Are Special. It was really great. I recommend these dvd's to any parents (or bored college kids!) and also pick up the book. Its a great book to read out loud. One of my favs!

Well back to the grind stone...there are still many many pages to be written! Love you all!

PGC

2008-04-16T15:59:00.001-07:00

or Pre-Graduation Craziness

Hey Friends! I just want to say a big sorry about the lack of posts right now! I am counting down the classes until graduation (6 classes), hours of classroom time (11 hours), and assignments due (about 50 pages). I am really excited to see a bunch of people who are coming out to see me!!

Thanks again, for everyone's support during this time and I ask for continued prayer! Love you all!

Ace of Cakes

2008-04-07T16:17:00.000-07:00

My mom has always been an amazing cake maker. I remember stealing her tools to try and make my own cakes when I was younger. Unfortunately, my mud pies never held out the same way her wedding cakes did...strange.

Because I grew up around a cake baker, I have had a fascination with cakes. And Food Network knew my love of cakes and produced an amazing show. I present, ACE OF CAKES! Ace of Cakes is a documentary/reality type show that follows a cakery called Charm City Cakes. The owner of the shop, a guy named Duff, is a genius and true artist. He makes me want to buy fondant and edible paint and start baking! PLEASE check out his website, because I am sure you will be blown away!

Ever wanted to eat a shoe? Me neither, but this Chuck Taylor Converse is looking pretty tasty...and you can eat every bit of it. AMAZING!!

Sushi anyone? I love sushi, and I know many of you do to...and have you ever seen such a delicious spread? YUM! Again, all edible...and all cake, frosting, or fondant. The wood grain is even awesome! So cool!

Umm...Duff made a cake for the premiere of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Yeah. That's HOGWARTS!! Pretty breathtaking, if you ask me...

Here is a clip from the episode which the Hogwarts cake was featured.

If you ever want to catch an episode, Ace of Cakes airs on Thursdays at 10/9 central on Food Network.

So Cute Its Sick

2008-03-28T23:47:00.000-07:00

Umm, I fear that posting this site will cause all my readers to get sucked into the cute vortex. But I am going to take that chance...its just too good.

Go check out doe. Their papergoods were my fav. Really vintage-y feel to them! PERFECT!!!

WHAT!?

2008-03-27T13:22:00.000-07:00

Is it really Thursday? I feel like I got back from Mexico yesterday, but its really been a week! Life has been going by really fast, but at the same time I feel like I haven't been doing anything. Time keeps slipping out from under my fingers. Before we know it, I will have graduated.

Since I don't have anything really significant to report on the blog, I am going to do a blog fav.

Here are 5 things about myself that are little known.

I am obsessed with noses. Don't know why, it's just one of those things.
My Christmas tree is still up. It serves as a night-light for our house.
I love writing poetry.
I love rainy nights and foggy days.
I have the strong desire to learn hip-hop dance.

I am tagging Jess, Julie, Tara, Marri and Lindsay. Go! Do the same (facts and tagging).

Peace!

In Between Sleeping and Working

2008-03-22T15:39:00.000-07:00

Installment #3

We went to the Bufadora, which I was super stoked about! I have wanted to go since freshman year, and my dream finally come true!That's our team: Paul (the contractor), me, Kasandra, Chrissy, Sammy, Matt, Vanassa and Josh. Aka Team Broke Nuts...long story The Buf (pronounced boof) is a natural formation of rocks that from a blowhole. When the tide comes in, the above picture is what the result is. I think its really cool looking! I screamed when I saw it. I am sure the Mexicans thought I was a crazy person. They weren't too far off.
Mike joined our team...which means the crazy factor went up to a million. He had this great idea to get a community bowl of Zucaritas (frosted flakes) for breakfast. Turns out it was mostly him and Vanassa eating half a pound of Zucaritas out of a storage bowl with a chicken and her chicks on it. Show some respect to the Chicken Bowl.
Chrissy and Vanassa grabbing a hug amidst the nails and two-by's.
Please excuse the crazy face. But here are me and my brother on the last day. It was so awesome to have him on our team. he acted as cheerleader and go between so Paul would have to answer really silly questions. Thanks, Bro!
With some of the neighbors! Denise, Chrissy, me, Christian, Kasandra, Vanassa, and Lily. They were such a blessing. I loved having some kids on site and we got really close. I got closest to Lily. She is so funny. I miss them already!

I have a ton more pictures on my facebook album, so take a peek over there.

Thanks for joining me in prayer over these last months. Potter's Clay is ever on-going, so remember our brothers and sisters in Ensenada in your prayers continually. Peace to you!!

Construction!

2008-03-22T15:28:00.001-07:00

Installment #2

This is mostly of the actual construction that happened! Here we are lifting the first wall. It was SO heavy! A 30 foot wall with siding on and we had to lift it to set it on bolts. And it started raining while we were holding it. We just had to stand there and take it!Here we are on the roof the last day. I realize there is a LARGE gap in pictures, but we were there to build, sorry guys! Still got a lot of pictures. I love this one!
HAHAHAHA This is me and Vanassa. Those faces are completely unplanned. I didn;t even know anyone was taking pictures. Thanks, Mike!
Here are the guys of our team! Matt (a little back-lit), my co-leader, Josh (with the 'stache), and Sammy) looking at the camera. They were so valuable and funny! Love those guys!
Us with the finished Product and the family! Pastor Joe is on the right of the door, his wife and son are in front of the door. The neighbors are next to and in front of them. Pretty cool huh?

Mike took most of the pictures in the last day, running around being the paparazzi. Thanks everyone for all your help!

Perritos! (Translation: Puppies!)

2008-03-22T14:30:00.000-07:00

Welcome to the first installment of MANY pictures from Potter's Clay week! This post is inspired by Julie's post from Thailand, though the pictures here are all dogs that are the neighbors pets. But it's not common for the people of Ensenada to own dogs. Most of the dogs here run the streets and the people call them "basuritas" which mean little trashes. These are two of the three cutest Mexican puppies ever!! The one on the right looked so much like Arlo, the Huntington's puppy.
This is Chrissy with one of the dogs. They liked to bite our clothes while we worked and play bowed all the time!
Here is the same one squinting up at Vanassa. Isn't he precious?
Here is the mama dog who had an underbite!! The first time I saw her I thought of Joy, the Price's dog! She was really skiddish and it took me the entire week to get a picture of her, but she finally gave into the puppy paparazzi.
The tres hermanos! Um, I miss them already! They were from the same litter and they played like little kids. I fell in love. No surprise, right?

I'm Back!

2008-03-22T11:43:00.000-07:00

Hi friends! I am back from Mexico! I am tired, sore and I have a hard core redneck t-shirt tan. once my camera has charged, I will upload pics and blog them! I missed you guys and thank you much for all your prayers.

Bless you!

A Night of Women's Poetry and Prose

2008-03-12T21:11:00.000-07:00

Tonight, I had the pleasure to participate in Westmont's recognition of Women's History month. It was really great! Several people from the Westmont community and the Santa Barbara community gathered together to read various works. Helen and I read some lyrics by my new favorite artist, Yael Naim. Helen read a piece in Hebrew, while I recited an English passage. Many attendees read their own works, mostly poetry. It was really great! But my favorite piece was a set of lyrics by Ani DiFranco. A member of the Santa Barbara City Council read Not A Pretty Girl. This, ironically, was my second choice of reading...and when she said she was reading Ani, I got all giddy.

It's really great to take a moment to recognize the power of women in our community. As a girl who is continually shaped by the strong women around her, I just want to say thank you to some influential women in my life.

For believing that even a young woman could minister to a wise mother...
...for trusting me enough to laugh about the ridiculousness of life with me...
...for teaching us to listen to words and lyrics, instead of just taking it for granted...
...for staying up late with me, reading books about women and calico print fabrics...
...for showing me Christ in action and in text...
...for pushing me hard...
...for letting me weep...
...for teaching me how to knit...
...for liking me whether my hair is long, short, brassy, or black...
...for singing without regard to anyone else...

...thank you all so much.

Teeny Tiny!

2008-03-10T12:04:00.000-07:00

So, I found this on a blog I stalk regularly. Umm...CAN I PLEASE HAVE ONE!? This is a smart car. They are really adorable and tiny. Which means they are an instant sell in my book! I thought these cars would be pretty dangerous, and its true they won't pass the same standards of a humvee, but according to the website they are pretty safe cars. With 40 miles to the gallon, how could you not want one of these babies! Of course, I am planning on utilizing public transit for the next several years, but still...CAN I PLEASE HAVE ONE?!

Where did my week go?

2008-03-09T12:54:00.000-07:00

So sorry I have not updated you guys sooner concerning Potter's Clay. Thank you all for your prayers and God is awesome does provide. We do have a contractor now so thats great. And we finally have enough tents too! Yay! Still hoping about cars, but at least we are all hoping, and not hopeless.

This coming week is going to be a beast. on top of all my regular classes, I have meetings every night and projects due. Yikes! And on Thursday, we are leaving for Mexico. So there will lots of prep work for that. My brain is on overload, and I am trying not to just shut down (which is my natural reaction). I will make it through...it will just be a challenge!

Oh and I was looking through old pictures and found this from two years ago. Hope it makes you laugh like it has made me laugh!

Yeah, those are knitting needles in my nose. They say college is for experimenting, right?

Pray for us please!

2008-03-05T17:11:00.000-08:00

I am leading a team to Mexico, to build a house for a
pastor down in Ensenada.This is my fourth year going to
Potter's Clay with my school, and most of you have either
heard my passion about this ministry, or seen pictures,
or even gone on the trip. Please take a few moment to pray
for the following things. We leave in 8 days and it feels
like things are falling apart at the seams right now.
Prayer is greatly needed and greatly appreciated.

**Our contractor has cancelled on us. We found out today
that due to family crisis, he will not be able to come
down to PC with us. Please pray God will provide a new
contractor for us. Also pray for his family; his mother was
recently diagnosed with cancer.

**Pray for cars. Currently, my team doesn't have transit
down to Ensenada, and this is the case for several teams.
Pray that God will provide safe transportation
for all the participants.

**Pray for our family. The pastor we are building for
has never been involved with PC...please pray that his
family will be excited and gracious to us. We are excited
to form this new bond and we can't wait to strengthen
this relationship.

**Pray for the core team of Potter's Clay. The week
before we leave (this week!) is the hardest and most stressful
for the core team. Pray for Katie and Derek (the construction
core team) and their hearts. Pray that they will have renewed
spirits and hope.

**Pray for our team. We are only human, and it shows!
Please pray that we get organized and excited. Pray that
we are continually led in this endeavor by Christ.


Thank you guys SO much for your time and prayers.

ABC's

2008-03-02T12:43:00.000-08:00

Because I am in college, and I am a bored person.

A - Age you got your first kiss: 16

B - Band listening to right now: yael naim

C - Crush: not really crushing

D - Dad's name: steven larry

E - Easiest person to talk to: marri and jess (its a tossup!)

F - Favorite bands at the moment: going to to with artists: yael naim, phil wickham, ani (always ani)

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: ew

H - Hometown: prairie village, kansas

I - Instruments: i don't, but if i did, i would like to learn the guitar or drums

J- Junior High: santa fe junior high

K - Kids: nope! i like being the cool auntie to my friends kids!

L - Longest car ride ever: olathe, kansas to santa barbara, california. longest distance, and longest emotionally

M - Mom's name: patricia ann

N - Nicknames: kansas, kateums, apockward, medward

O- One wish: just a little clarity

P - Phobia[s]: pigs

Q - Quote: "pause you who read this, and think for a moment of the long chain of iron or gold, of throns or flowers, that would never have bound you, but for the formation of the reason link on one memorable day."

R - Reason to smile: grace

S - Song you sang last: hazel eyes! i just screamed it with helen.

T - Time you woke up [today]: 11.30

U - Unknown fact about me: i rehearse a lot of my conversations

V - Vegetable you hate: cauliflower

W - Worst habit(s): complaining

X - X-rays you've had: ankles, wrists and hands

Y - Yummy food: burritos, salsa and chips, mexican food in general

Z - Zodiac sign: virgo

80's Sadie's!

2008-03-01T15:16:00.000-08:00

WHOA FLASHBACK TO THE EIGHTIES!
Last night, Helen and I went to Sadie's together! It was themed as my favorite decade, the 80's. Um, any excuse for me to rock out to Journey and poof out my hair in all directions is a good thing! We decided to form the 80's rock band "Icky Nasty Man Band." We were first inspired by the bands Ratt, Scissor Sisters, and Twister Sister. But as our costumes developed, We ended up looking more like Jem.
Hayley did our makeup. She is phenomenal as a traditional artist, as well as makeup! It took all of about 15 minutes for her to do both of our faces.

This is me and Erika! she is totally precious! I love her so much, and we danced a lot that night! Rock the 80's sister!

I just really like this photo. We are pretty hot.

On the dance floor! Party it up!

Cory graced us with a few dances! Overall we had a blast.

I realize I have no full length pics up. But believe me, the bottom half of our costumes were great too. Jean skirts, leggings, tights with lace, leg warmers. Take this as scary or not: the majority of our outfits was from my closet. Some of you might be embarrassed, but I am kinda proud. We all have our weaknesses, mine is a glorious decade!

Walk Score

2008-02-27T15:38:00.000-08:00

So, most of you understand that I am kinda internet savvy. Not computer savvy, but I can navigate the internet with great ease. This is why I find so many interesting sites, products and services available. I am not tooting my own horn, just giving myself an excuse to post a blog about a website...I know these kind of posts are often not helpful for everyone, but generally they do have some sort of purpose. Now, on with the show.

I am moving to Chicago in the fall! I have made up my mind and I am so ready to drive into life in a new city.

I am also scared! Will I find a good job? Will I make friends? Will I get lost? HOUSING?!?!?! Obviously, I know that everything will be fine. It's fine to worry about these things, but only to a point. Better than worrying, might as well prepare my self. So I starting looking at things like craigslist and monster, for jobs and housing.

And then I stumbled upon Walk Score. This site helps someone determine whether a house/apartment is a good idea for a non driver! I won't be taking a car to Chicago, so it is really important to find housing in a place that is easy to survive in while walking. This site doesn't give safety ratings, but it gives a lot of information. Very cool.

SLEEPING BAG!!

2008-02-24T12:10:00.000-08:00

So, after many years of begging and borrowing of sleeping bags, I finally got my own! It's a Colman Tasman (whatever) and its red/orange and gray on the outside. It almost matches my pack I got this summer, which was not on purpose. I love it though! It makes me all warm and snuggly. Oh, and yes I have slept in it the past two nights in my living room. The first night was a slumber party with Helen and my self, and then last night it was raining, so I left the windows open and slept out so I could listen to the rain.

Unfortunately my camera is dead so I can't take any pictures of me all snuggled in it right now, but here is the stock photo I found online.If you are thinking to your self, whoa thats a big bag, you are correct. It's huge. But I love it...now I just need to find it a name.

Some New Things

2008-02-20T15:24:00.000-08:00

I have been slowly changes some things in my blog (adding links of my fav. blogs and simple formatting), as I too have caught the creative bug. Thanks for inspiring me, Apostle and Juloa! Like the header I added? The dimensions are a little off, but I love that picture. It's from two years ago, when I went bouldering here in Santa Barbara. Please note the red of my hair. WHOA! Crazy, huh?

I ordered some camping gear last week, and its starting to arrive! My mattress pad arrived today and my big ticket item should get here by Friday. Once it gets here, I'll post pictures! I love getting camping gear.

I would like to also introduce you to m new love. It's a website called the purl bee. It is a totally crafter oriented site. Yes please! On the right hand side, there is a list of projects with instructions/patterns listed. There are even tutorials if you are looking to pick up a new craft or hobby!

Hope you guys have a blessed day!

Kaboodle

2008-02-18T11:24:00.000-08:00

No, I not blogging about the plastic boxes to keep your preteen jewelry and Lipsmackers in. Kaboodle is a great site. Let me tell you about how I found it and what it's all about.

During Christmas, our family generally makes a big wish list, which gets circulated to all the family members, and then you get the gifts you really want! Great ideas for a big family with such stark different styles! The problem I run into is this: I can't remember the things I want all at once. I am a list maker! A progressive list maker even; slowly developing lists into perfection! So, how can I go about this?

I began to look for a site that I could create a wish list. As you all know, sites like Amazon have wish list section, but it is only for that particular site. Oh, frustration!

Well, after a little searching I finally found the right site. Kaboodle caught my eye, because it reminds me of the aforementioned plastic boxes! You can personalize your profile and make multiple lists, creating sub categories and themed lists. Plus you can add a little button to your toolbar which makes it really easy to add items to your list. Pretty cool huh?

I am having a blast adding things to my list. I know there is no reason to make a list right now...no birthday or Christmas coming up yet, but its fun just the same!

Warm Fuzzies!

2008-02-13T12:17:00.000-08:00

Yes, I totally stole this idea from Jess. I was going to wait until tomorrow, but I am home sick today, so I figured I would blog. That's productive, right?

Here are things I love

Rolling a ball of yarn
The moment when the plane lands
Making the perfect salad
Crafting with Rusti and Arielle
The giant beacon Jesus in Rosarita on the way to Ensenada
Blog comments (hint, hint)
The last ten minutes of my workout
Finishing a knitted garment
Shopping at Target with Jess
Waking up and listening to the rain on a Saturday
The sound of a tattoo gun
Baby anything
Driving with my window down
Searching for identifying marks on a gun
Playing the Movie Game with Marri
Knowing my way around a city
A really good haircut
Sarge's play growl
Finding a new favorite song
Dancing with my girls
Sharing a drink with either one of my Mikes
Teaching someone to knit
The unique way God talks to me
A good pair of jeans
The first hill of a rollercoaster

A much shorter list of things that don't give me the warm fuzzies.

Trying on swimsuits
When the hot water runs out, mid shampoo
Tinking (that is undoing knitting)
Hitting multiple red lights
A hole in my sock

Everyone should make a list like this. It really makes you think of the little things. So, make one! And then keep it in your journal or wallet. Or better yet...BLOG IT!

A Whirlwind Weekend!

2008-02-11T16:55:00.000-08:00

Me and about 50 other students from Westmont went down to Mexico this past weekend. As a preparation for Potter's Clay, the team leaders went down to visit work and VBS sites, as well as meet pastors, families, and doctors. Last year, there were many adventures had, including getting deported.

This year was awesome! While I failed at keeping my lent (how can you say no to tortas??), I had a incredibly blessed time! Here are some pictures!Meet Veronica and Daniel. Veronica is Pastor Joe's wife and Daniel is their son. We are building their house! Very awesome! Oh and Daniel is the cutest baby ever.

This is Pastor Joe's first year of working with Potter's Clay. He is a bilingual pastor of a church in a very tourist-y part of Ensenada, so he offers bilingual services. He is funny too. I am so excited to be working with him!

This is the house my team built last year! Still standing! Derek said that Ana had finished the work we weren't able to. She is regularly attending church now too.

And here is our site for this year! That's Matt on the left and yours truly on the right. What can I say? I get excited about things...

Mike, this is your site. That's right. On top of another house. You have a sweet view of the ocean though!

This is one of the many border purchases from the trip. Her name is Lolita and she is Derek's gift from another construction leader. SO FUN! I finally got a Mexican pullover, and Matt got one too.

Overall, this trip was AMAZING!

MOOCH!

2008-02-11T14:29:00.000-08:00

My friend Kelsey came over to cut my hair the other night. I had grown a mullet. Ew.

So Kelsey shows up to my house and I throw open the door dramatically (as much of what I do is dramatic) to see this beauty
Meet Mooch. This is Kelsey's dog who came to visit our house! Isn't he adorable? He is quite the spaz (my fav, right?) and was sniffing like a mad man! Reminded me of my favorite broken sniffered pooch.
Thanks Mooch for cheering my day with your furriness!

Steady Stream

2008-02-04T15:23:00.000-08:00

As all of you know...it is my last semester of my undergraduate education. And while I have a great schedule and I (mostly) love all my classes, I am enormously busy this semester. I have failed to take any pictures this semester either. Yes, blogging community, begin the shunning.

I'll go ahead and give you an update (sans photos, sorry!)

I had my first team leader meeting for Potter's Clay last week! I am really excited about working with my co-leader, Matt...seems like a pretty legit guy! All the leaders are heading down to Mexico to visit sites, meet pastors, and (re)acquant ourselves with the city of Ensenada. I am looking forward to this weekend SO much.

My senior research project is underway. I working on a developing a curriculum for at risk youth. BONUS! An organization has agreed to try out my curriculum in the future. This is such an encouragement to me! Doing research stinks, but with the promise of potentially changing others I am motivated to strive my hardest.

I am interviewing for camp next week! As I asked last year, I will again request that you guys keep praying for this situation, that God puts me in the right place and that I am able to understand where that is.

I am a vegetarian! I have decided to give up meat during lent this year...And I am going strong! If you are wondering why I am already going strong, it is because I decided to start a week early, so I won't have to struggle through a week in Mexico working 15 hour days on a construction site, during Potter's Clay. So far I am enjoying this change, eating lots of new foods. Let's see how much I like it in 2 weeks!

I have big photo plans! Newly armed with a slightly used Minolta, I am excited about getting my feet wet in some interesting photography. As soon as I take more pictures I will post some here.

Umm, that's all I can think of right now...I will keep you posted on any other news that comes up. Hope you all have a blessed week!

Yael Naim

2008-01-27T20:35:00.000-08:00

Hey, so all my music loving readers, I have found a new artist that I really like! Her name is Yael Naim. She sings in Hebrew, French, and English. You might have heard her if you have seen the new MacBook Air commercials, where she sings "New Soul." You can check out her myspace to sample some of her stylings. My favorite song of hers is called "Far Far." Below are the lyrics.

she was praying for something to happen to her
everyday she writes words and more words
just to speak out the thoughts that keep floating inside
and she's strong when the dreams come cos' they
take her, cover her, they are all over
the reality looks far now, but don't go

How can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
oh oh oh oh

Far far, there's this little girl
she was praying for something good to happen to her
from time to time there're colors and shapes
dazeling her eyes, tickeling her hands
they invent her a new world with
oil skies and aquarel rivers
but don't you run away already
please don't go oh oh

How can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how an you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside

Take a deep breath and dive
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
There's a beautiful mess
beautiful mess inside

Oh beautiful, beautiful

Far far there's this little girl
she was praying for something big to happen to her
every night she ears beautiful strange music
it's everywhere there's nowhere to hide
but if it fades she begs
"oh lord don't take it from me, don't take it yourselves"

I guess i'll have to give it birth
to give it birth
i guess, i guess, i guess i have to give it birth
i guess i have to, have to give it birth
there's a beautiful mess inside and it's everywhere

So shake it yourself now deep inside
deeper than you ever dared
deeper than you ever dared
there's a beautiful mess inside
beautiful mess inside

SNOW?!?!?!

2008-01-24T10:19:00.000-08:00

Whoa! Snow! It snowed in this morning! I am not kidding! Not at Westmont, but
a little further in the mountains. Isn't that awesome? I mean I won't be
romping through the snow, sledding or donning gloves for a snowball fight...
but I will say this. I have been hoping for snow while I was in California
since freshman year. Awesome, don't you think?

Life is Good

2008-01-18T20:02:00.002-08:00

I am a huge fan of the company "Life is Good." They mainly focus on clothing geared towards outdoorsy and fit people. The little stick figures and clever sayings always get me. If you are interested in looking at some of their merchandising, you can find it at REI or Santa Barbara Outfitters. Or check out their website! Be careful though...you might get stuck there for awhile!

Reflection

2008-01-03T10:44:00.001-08:00

I know that the first week of January is the trendiest time to reflect on the past year. Most blogs have "year at a glance" posts, new year's resolutions, or reflective pictures. Even the official Blogger homepage has a list of accomplishments they have achieved. But trends are not what drive this post...I find it practical to reflect now because in 5 days I am going to be so busy with my new classes will won't be able to catch my breath, so blogging will be nearly impossible!

Here are some cool things of 2007 that really affected me:

Led my first team on Potter's Clay. Building a house for a family of 12 was possibly the most fun I have ever had in Mexico.
Was in Heather's wedding. The union of Heather and Wayne was long awaited and gloriously celebrated.
Tattooed. I got 'grace' on my left foot and a beautiful 'A' on my left shoulder. I now am inked. Pretty exciting (and addictive) experience.
Worked at Camp Hammer and made some of the best friends. Camp was a huge turning point in my life. I loved being with high school students and growing alongside them. I was challenged and encouraged by my staff.
Rusti got engaged! We all knew it would happen some day, and it did! I am so excited for the engagement and could not be happier about Jordan and Rusti continuing on their journey together.
Witnessed the Apostle-Glannon wedding. Of course two of the most beautiful people in my life would get married in the most beautiful place in the country. So happy for my sister and so excited about my new brother.
Mohawk. Don't knock it 'til you've tried it. Seems silly, but was a huge learning experience for me.
Colorado Christmas. The best Christmas explosion since the original party in the manger!
Growth. I learned more about myself and my relationships this year than any year past. It wasn't always easy and I didn't always welcome it, but through it all I am a fuller person. Thank you to all the person who supported me, challenged me, nurtured my hurts, and listened to me this year. The blessing you have been is unmatched and all I can do is thank you.

Well folks, it all begins now...ready for 2008? HERE IT COMES!

Are you counting down?

2007-12-31T20:20:00.000-08:00

Whether you are celebrating by wearing pj's in front of the tube or in a lavish outfit drinking champagne, I hope every one is enjoying their New Year's Eve funtivities!

I have never been a big celebrate-r of this night, except when I was in middle school and my best friend and I would drink 3 two liters of soda each, some how screw up the preparation of mini-weinies, and dance (and videotape in hope to actually send it to the band) to N*SYNC.

But what, you might ask, am I doing on this overrated holiday? Chilling where my dogs at! Sarge, Jess and I will be ringing in the New Year together. Jess is working up until 11, so I went to see a movie, Juno. If you haven't heard of it, check out a trailer or better yet just go see it!

Have fun reflecting on this past year! Cheers!

The 25th

2007-12-27T09:07:00.000-08:00

Since we had Christmas extravaganza(aaa...singing those last a's)two day prior, we headed up to Estes Park and Rocky Mountain Park to take pictures on Christmas day. Kerri and I rode with Unk Mike, while Mom, Brian, and Sarah piled into the truck with Bro Mike.
Sadly, the Glannons had already gone home and Jess had to work that day.

Kerri took this great one.
I love how the scenery is framed by Unk Mike and me. The truck is front and center, which is cool too.
Kudos to the fun pic, Kerri!

Aren't the mountains just gorgeous?!

The next Ford campaign.

There were lots of pictures taken while up on the mountain. We saw deer, elk, ram, and very few people.
Unk. Mike blasted through 5 rolls of film. Kerri and I pulled a woodsy (hey when you gotta go...) and I think I flashed some innocent bystander who was driving by. All around it was a good day!

Oh and just when we thought we were out of the wildlife, we saw a HERD of mountain rams!
They were like 15 feet away. It was really awesome!!

After the park drive, we went to the Stanley Hotel, which Mom and Unk. Mike got pictures of it was amazing!
If you don't know, the Stanley Hotel is where the Shining was filmed, though it has MANY other historical points of interest.

Can you think of a better way to spend Christmas day?! I can't.

Our early Christmas Day

2007-12-27T08:38:00.000-08:00

Let the Christmas blogging begin!!

So, this Christmas was by far the best Christmas ever! I got to spend so much time with
my family, laughed harder than I have in a LONG time, and saw beautiful mountians everyday!

We celebrated on the 23rd, because of holiday transportation needs, but it was really awesome. We actually went out and
DID things on our Christmas day!! First, the girls all went to the nail salon. we all got really cool manicures and chilled.
"THERE'S A GOOSE!" became our new favorite saying. Thanks Jess.

After that we all went downtown and shopped a little bit, then Marri, Jess, and myself got tatttoos!
We each got the letter "A" in a different spot, and in a different style. It was really fun.
Here are some of my favorite pics from the studio!

Here is Jess. She took this first tattoo like a champ!
She is holding my hand and Marri's hand here.

Marri's tattoo was worked into a previous tattoo. She gave the artist freedom and
I think the result is fantastic. Hooray for her first piece with color!

This is a shot Marri took and I love it! in the foreground, you can see the sketches of each of our pieces.
That's our artist, Jared, working on me, Kerri peeking over my shoulder, and Jess
anchoring my hand. Hope I didn't sqeeze too hard!

And here is my piece, with just the finishing touches to go.
I love it so much. Marri described it as musical. I asked for mine to be a continuous line.
I love the fluidity of it. gorgeous. Thanks Jared!

Famtastic

2007-12-21T21:59:00.000-08:00

Marri and Murphy got here last night! the three of us stayed up until nearly 2 talking and having a good ol' time! Today, we took a walk with Sarge. Marri and I tried to have a snow ball fight, and quickly realized this snow is pretty dry and doesn't form well. We proceeded to pick up chunks of snow that held together and chuck them at each other. Murphy thinks we are big dorks, but I think he is willing to still hang with us.

Mom, Brian (my step dad), Kerri and Sarah (my little sisters) arrived this morning. Us girls hit the hot tub for some long awaited sister time! our hair got wet and then froze. I got the idea to freeze my hair into a mohawk. Typical, I know!! Let me tell you, freezing my hair works so much better then gel! Until I come inside. It melted pretty fast! Funny all the same.

Many more updates to come. And in case you stop reading until after the season,
have a blessed Christmas and a happy New Year!

Slackius Maximus

2007-12-18T08:58:00.000-08:00

I know I have been slacking big time since before even finals, and now on break, but I am taking a few days to recuperate. I will be back to my blogging goodness in a short while. Sorry the last posts have kinda sucked, but I blame the craziness of the semester! I promise not to ever post that horribly again...

With that said, I have one thing to say:

It's good to be home.

2007-12-14T11:50:00.001-08:00

So here is my photo essay on the last few days of the semester. All images were found here, and believe me...this site is hilarious.

Umm last week I was so tired during classes, i really did slip off my chair once...

If you have read my last 2 posts, the above picture sums up how I have been acting!

I'm done! I'M DONE! I'M DONE I'M DONE! YESSSS!

And this is how I feel about life...so tired....

Still chugging...

2007-12-11T23:08:00.000-08:00

So, today was my last day of interning for the semester. I was really sad to walk away. I mainly tutor kids and I have gotten quite attached to them. Something that didn't hit me until a couple days ago was that I was a big partof the tutor program this semester. They run the program 4 days a week, and I worked 3 days a week there. I guess it pays off to really be invested in something like this.

I am still studying for finals. My first two are on Thursday, so I have plenty of time to prepare. Enough to make me go stir crazy. I have written out so many notes and study guides, my hand might fall off. I better stop complaining. It is exciting enough to have the opportunity to be here.

But still...finals are murder of the soul and spirit.

Gotta love the melodrama...

She's going for distance...

2007-12-09T23:31:00.000-08:00

I have three finals. They might just kill me. But I am trying to hold it together. Fort Minor has this great song out right now...the chorus goes like this:

'Cause this is 10 percent luck, 20 percent skill,
15 percent concentrated power of will
5 percent pleasure, 50 percent pain
and 100 percent reason to remember the name.

I doubt that anyone will actually remember my name. But this song is really singing to me right about now.

Oh, and to give you an idea of how fried my brain is, I tried to log into "blooger" 2 times tonight. Yeah...blooger. two o's, one g.

God, give me strength.

Liquid Diet

2007-12-05T17:37:00.000-08:00

For those who don't know, I gave up soda the day camp started this summer. I am still going strong, which is saying a lot. I drank so much soda, that by just cutting that out of my diet, I lost weight. I stumbled across something that makes me glad I don't drink soda anymore.

Jones Soda is one of the coolest companies. Their bottle labels are photos taken by any person. if you have a cool photo, you can send it in and BANG! You might just see it on a bottle somewhere. They also have really good flavors that you might not ever see anywhere else. Try Green Apple or pop open a bottle of Fufu Berry. But perhaps they went too far with the Christmas Dinner pack. It features Sugar Plum Soda, Eggnog Soda, Christmas Tree Soda and Ham Soda. I am gagging already. What does a Christmas tree taste like and WHY WOULD YOU DRINK A HAM?!

Some things are better left unopened...like these bottles.

Not enough for you?

2007-12-04T22:53:00.000-08:00

As always, I have loads more pictures in my album...so go check those out. the ones with new pictures are crazy makings and making the crazy.

Enjoy!

Tofurkey Day!

2007-12-04T21:49:00.001-08:00

So most of you know I spent Thanksgiving with some of my favs...the Conn clan! Rosemary and I worked at camp together. Her family welcomed me into their home and I had a blast.

They let me "carve" the Tofurkey. That involved a cookie cutter and a loaf of peppered tofu. SO FUN!!

I was really proud of how pretty I made it. And honestly? It was amazing. I love tofurkey A LOT! Marri and Murphy might win me over to the other side...who knows?!
This is Rosemary licking the other tofurkey...it looked like a turd...not as delicious...but very fun. It was stuffed with grains.
After I took this picture, Mary (the mom!) thought I was crazy for taking so many pictures...she was right. but doesn't the table look so nice?
So...we locked Mary out. It was hilarious. However, I did get spanked after she got in the house. I am not kidding. It was so funny.
Thank you guys so much for welcoming me into your home. I felt so loved and like one of the family. You are guys are very precious to me!

The first drink!

2007-12-04T21:38:00.001-08:00

So we went to Chase on State. It is beautiful in there. There is this feeling of comfort paired with class. Perfectly suited for Arielle. She ordered a lemon drop martini. It was cute...See? Cute!

This is Rusti, Gillian, myself, and Arielle...when we hang out, only good times can be had. We all lived together (same section) freshman year...I love these girls. They are so special to me
This is me, Arielle, and Lindsay. We were happy people. And believe or not, I didn't have anything to drink that night...

Yay! I had a blast celebrating this birthday...but its just because I love this girl so much. Arielle, ou are fantastic!

Arielle's Earrings

2007-12-04T21:00:00.000-08:00

LONG OVERDUE...I know but as promised I am providing lots of pictures and several entries. And I expect comments on each one. I hope you are all as excited as Tara is.

So, Rusti had this great great idea of making earring with Arielle for her birthday and then giving her all the pairs we made. Ari is a big earring kind of girl, so this was perfect. Unfortunately she couldn't make it to her party, so we made the earrings and then surprised her!
Here are some of the earrings we made Arielle for her birthday. I made two pairs...the ones in the lower right corner...I was very proud!So after the party the birthday girl missed (oh, and it was a surprise birthday party, ps), we had to track down Ari...Rusti was aboutto punch someone because the plans were being foiled...

However, when we found Arielle, She was SO excited and happy. Good job Rusti, you are an excellent friend. Success!!Here, we see Ashley, Rusti, Lindsey and Keen Keen serenede the lovely Ari Babu! I was laughing so hard, I could barely hold the camera still...

Next post, HER FIRST DRINK!!

In Santa Cruz

2007-11-21T22:26:00.000-08:00

Just so you all know, I am in Santa Cruz for the holiday and I won't be home until Sunday night. Due to the slow internet here, I won't be posting until I get home. But I promise to blog about Arielle's 21st birthday, Tofurkey, and seeing the camp I am head over heels for. I promise these blogs...as long as you promise to comment on ALL my posts!

Oh, and by the way...

HAPPY TURKEY DAY!

I LOVE AND MISS YOU ALL!

HAT!

2007-11-16T16:46:00.000-08:00

So, I have wanted to knit a hat for a long time now. I crocheted a beanie for Mike, but knitting is such a different game...yarn lovers understand this. I had finally found it! This is the pattern I decided to use. It was really easy and cute. Monday I had this:And today, I finished knitting. Now I have this:Ready for some pictures of it stylishly positioned on my head? Here goes! First I had Helen take a picture of me in the hat. I asked for her to take the picture of just my shoulders up...guess not...
I tried to take a picture of myself , using the mirror...a la myspace. I really didn't get the hang of it, but this one shows you the fit of the hat. Featured in this picture is also my camera, Rambaldi. If you don't get the reference, you aren't watching enough AliasAnd look at the color variation! I think thats my favorite part of the hat. Its got really great colors that striped out well. I am very proud of myself. I think I am becoming quite the accomplished knitter.

Mozilla Firefox

2007-11-16T08:55:00.000-08:00

I downloaded Mozilla Firefox to be my new browser for the internet, and BAM! I am feeling the effects! The thing I am most excited about is the fact that I can edit my blog! Before, I could only type and not really do anything other than that. Now I can do all the things I wanted to do before. Hence the funny blog here...I was experimenting...

Poop

2007-11-14T16:06:00.000-08:00

I was on my way to class yesterday...and I stopped for literally point two seconds to talk to a friend. And what's my luck?

Thats right...I got pooped on. At first, I thought it was an acorn smacking me on the head, but NO it was poop, which I discovered as I reached up to brush the "acorn" out of my hair.

Ew.

Luckily I was right next to my house. Unluckily, I was already running late to class that day.

I ran to my house...gagging, had to stop in the middle of the road to bend over and hack for a minute (I have the worse gagging reflex in the world...even thinking about it right now is making my throat all tight).

Run up the stairs to find the front door standing wide open.

What now? I am now screaming in my house trying to figure out if anyone is home (roommates or burglars, I don't care...just answer me), gagging between "HELLO?!?!"s and tears are running down my face due to the gag reflex.

Finally the maintaince guys in my kitchen decide to respond to my outcries, with a simple "hello"...nearly whispered.

Still pooped on and gagging at this point.

Run to the bathroom, and try to wash it out of my hair without ruining my hair which I had just spent 15 minutes on.

I don't even dry my hair or style it again, just run out screaming "gracias!" to the unresponsive maintaince guys.

I finally get to class, which is in this tiny room, where we meet around a table. The one seat left is the one right next to the prof, which because of the events of the day, I just don't really want to sit next to her. I roll my eyes, without even thinking about. When the prof. pats the chair next to her, I respond, "Oh, I'm coming over."

About half way through the class, she looks at me expecting a response to a question she had asked. I simply say to her "I just got pooped on, okay?"

Yurt!

2007-11-14T08:21:00.000-08:00

Well, Marri might be the only person who will appreciate this post, but I am going out on a limb here and posting the random story anyway...

I tagline for this summer was "I sleep in the woods." While this was true, I also slept in a yurt some of the time...What is a yurt you might ask?

This is a yurt. (Not my yurt...just a yurt I found on the internet. An iYurt, if you will)

Its really cool, actually, kinda like a permanent tent, or semi-permanent housing. And it feels like you are standing in a giant clothes hamper when you are inside. I loved the yurt and can't wait to go back to it. No I am not joking.

ANYWAY...I was watching Lost, season 2 recently. Pathetic? I don't think so. As I am extremely busy this semester, I think I deserve a guilty pleasure or two.

In the show the people of Lost are searching for the Others (too much to try to explain, just work with me here...) and they stumble upon this abandoned commune, and they were yurts!! Yurts, I tell you! Getting the airtime they deserve, fo' rizzle.

Was this blog worthy? Probably not...comment anyway.

Lagging

2007-11-12T15:42:00.000-08:00

I am beat tired. I don't really know why...I just know that Ireally could use the day off. You would think that the weekend refreshed me. I guess it didn't. But, just so you know, I started a hat. Hopefully it help stave the drowsiness.

I have a feeling, if I read this post tomorrow, it will not make much sense. Oh well.

Amish Friendship Bread

2007-11-08T22:35:00.001-08:00

Arielle gave me a friendship bread starter a few ago. you "make" it over the course of 9 days and then bake it (there are more steps in there but I won't bore you with the details) and voila! BREAD! Very fun!

Here is my bread in the oven...looks yummy, huh?

And this is it all baked and delicious looking.

Now, I have yet to eat any, because it is still cooling, but I can't wait! Should be great.

Since the Amish are the only ones who can start the bread, I will either keep a starter and do another round of bread making fun, or I will have to wait until another starter comes my way. Pretty cool "chain letter", if you ask me.

Beautiful

2007-11-07T15:54:00.000-08:00

You may think I am crazy. I am not going to argue that. But these are the most beautiful double pointed needles ever. I am salvating a little bit.

Scheduling Con Flix

2007-11-05T06:07:00.000-08:00

I want everyone to know I was in bed at 9:45 last night. I was asleep by 10:30. I got up at 3:30 to do homework. Some might think I am a crazy person. You are right, but I am not crazy for this reason. I got 5 hours of sleep, which is still too little for me, I think since the two previous nights I have gotten 11 hours of sleep, I can forfeit one night.

Whats great about this new schedule is I really am better balanced because of it. I haven't slept through a single class and I even eat breakfast on most mornings. I don't wake up a million times at night and when I do, its really easy to fall back asleep quickly.

Down side? Well, due to an injury that happens 3 weeks ago, Helen (one roomie) can't climb into her bunked bed. So...she is sleeping on the spare mattress in the study. Which means when she is finishing her assignment at 3 like a normal college student and I get up early to start and finish mine, I am severely disturbing her sleep. Hopefully she will recover soon and we can all get some sleep!!

I really want to see Dan in Real Life. Its the new Steve Carrell flik and it looks good. Less 40 Year Old Virgin humor and more...mature?

Hair and Halloween

2007-11-02T22:23:00.000-07:00

So, I told you that I figured a new way to do my hair...here is a pic of it...pretty sophisticated, don't you think??

And here I was about 3 hours later, after I hawked it.

Halloween was great! I was an 80's pop-punk rocker. It was SO FUN!! As you all know, 80's is my favorite decade and it was great to dress up and be a totally awesome chick.

Helen, Jean, Cory, Dylan, Luke and I went out to a club and danced for several hours. AMAZING!! Best Halloween in a long time.
I have pictures of all of us out at the club on the "my albums link. I tried uploading them here, but the server got too busy. Sorry folks!

Of Course

2007-10-30T11:36:00.000-07:00

I was reading the benefits offered by Starbucks to its employees. They are amazing, ps. Healthcare packages, adoption assitance, discounted merchandise, just to name a few. But here is my favorite part. After the list of benefits, there is a short sentence which says in addition to benefits, "of course, all partners get a pound of coffee each week."

It just made me laugh.

Lane Farms Pumpkin Patch

2007-10-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

I went to a pumpkin patch this Sunday with somekids from my internship. It was SO fun!! I haven't been to a pumpkin patch in years and I didn't even know we had one locally. Of course there were some differences between a Kansas and a California pumpkin patch. This picture show one of the big ones...the mountains in the background!!

Unfortunately, I am unable to post pictures a took of the kids that I was with...but here are some fun pictures from the day!

Zippy

2007-10-29T08:14:00.001-07:00

Before my excursion with Transition house, I spent a little time at Borders looking over some knitting books...and met a little friend!

This is Zippy. Her mom was checking out knitting books and she was getting bored. She kinda reminded me of Sadie, Julie's pup, with the way she was playing. So cute. She was a bit of a spaz, though. The follwoing is the only unblurred picture I got of her!

Timeless?

2007-10-28T10:59:00.000-07:00

Timeless....not as in diamonds or Audrey Hepburn. More of timeless as in not having time. I am posting a public apology for my lack of blogging. I am trying really hard to stay afloat in school and at my internship, so blogging has taken a back burner. believe me, I would much rather blog and post pictures and tell you of my silly antics than slave over stats and sociological theory, but for such a time as this, I have a higher priority to school. just wait until Christmas! than you will all be in for such a treat from me!

For now I hope you enjoy this!

48 hours

2007-10-24T17:31:00.000-07:00

In the past 48 hours, I have learned a lot. Here are some highlights:

People like it when others look kinda silly. Proof of this happens to be all the smiles I get when peeps see my faux hawk. But hey, I am learning to love it. Today my roommate said i looked "urban, but not urban." She smiled and finished with "its a good representation of you."

Rain is really important. As the fire rush through southern California, we are reaping the benefits too. Granted I am safe and I still have all my belongings and such, but it's nearly hazardous to be outside. The ashy air and heat is just enough to sending someone coughing for the next three days!

Hard work is worth it. School is really tough this semester. My classes are hard and the work I have outside of class is hard too. But I feel pretty great because I am so productive. I for sure have my extremely hard days, but over all working hard is better by far than beign a lazy bones.

Sleep is a college kid's best friend. Enough said

Early mornings are great with the right company. I got up at 6 am the other day to go walking with Ari. It was prefect. That day could not have gone better.

Crazy makings.

2007-10-21T09:59:00.000-07:00

If you want to see my new haircut, check out my facebook album, crazy makings. Its pretty tight. Not really sure if its me yet, but it is really cool.